I just got a call from my roommate who told me i had to get rid of my cats becuase they are not allowed to stayin the apt anymore. I'm so fucking sick of all this shit. I've been crying allo day and the only reason i have to get rid of them is b/c im no longer on the lease and living with my current rooommate for the month of dec until i move to jacksonville. since im not on the lease and the maintence man , that fucking cold heartless fuck job of a man , found ONE stain from when one of my cats puked, he went and told the landlord and now there is no neggotiation in the matter. I have to get rid of them b/c of one fucking puke stain that can easily be cleaned up. I know and my roommate knows that b/c ive cleaned up plenty with this stuff called "awesome" it takes it right up without a trace. BUT he found one i never got to. Becuase of him and his selfish worry that hell have to take up the carpet again, I have to get rid of my cats. Not only that but i have to get rid of them in less than 2 days. I am so incredibaly distrought, i love my cats like kids…nobody seems to understand thjat its not like giving up a fucking toy you can replace and theyre just as attatched to me. They cuddle up to me and play with me and all around get close to me on a constant basis. They have given me so much comfort through so much , especially when i lost my brother and now the fucking selfish prick from hell maintence man is worried about such a smallfucking thing and i have to give them up for it. We had a deal and my roommate was fine with it. If anything happened with the cats, id pay for any damages and nothing woudl have happened except puke and thats EASILY fixed what i said above, always fucking has been. I feel so much anger toward this prick i want to smear cat puke all over his door and car. Becuase of him i lose two living things that i love most in this world.
i dont care if this sounds psycho to some of you , to some of you giving up a cat is like giving up a toy…i cant replace cats like that. They are living loving and caring creatures. Theymay not feel the same things we do but they do feel loss to an extent. They will miserable in the humaine society, scared and miserable and there will be nothing i can do about it and no way of knowing who will take them. I dont even think the boy will be taken, kato is a mean resentful bastard a lot and hisses at everyone but me. I got him as a baby and im sure he was severely abused b/c he hid under a chair and hissed at mewhen i went to go meet him. No one wants that…i am of very few that want to be "the savior" to a mean spirited kitty. Most people want the cuddly playful type. He is neither. Noone will take him and he will be put to sleep and i cant live with myself for that …i cant live with not knowing what will happen to them. Lilly will be snatched up but who knows who she will be with and how they treat her. I am so beside myself , im done crying and now im pissed and imi trying to exhaust options here, finding temporary stay kennels and such. I have no one to leave them with. A friend offered to hold them for me , but how do you ship cats and then ship them back so easily ??
My mothers rols in all of this cruel, she feels that i should "grow up" and take it as a learning lesson and uses things against me such as when shed help pay for certain things, like the pet deposit for my apt. She said she loset her pet and it was very hard for her and i need to the same. Fuck that , why do i have to suffer just b/c she did and she had more time to find a decent place for her cats. she had ONE cat that she didnt have to split up from another. She was younger and she kjnew where it was going. i am older i have no idea where they will go and that kills me inside.
Many of you will find this petty but some of you will understand where im coming from and i know that how i feel is not rediculous or immature. It is like losing a person to me, losing something very close and comforting, something you care about so much and dont want anything to happen to. i am going to exhaust all my options even if if takes up all my savings. I am fed up with humanity and this is the last fucking thing i need. Merry fucking xmas to me.
I am sorry you are having to deal with this. Do you think you could call your local humane society and tell them your story? Maybe you could pay something to have them keep your cats for a few weeks. It wouldn't hurt to ask. I hope things will work out for you!
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This is just awful to hear. I really hope you can find a solution. I've avoided getting any new pets because I just worrying about getting into a similar situation or not being able to take care of them because of my anxiety. Especially what your mother said is just awful, I really hate any variation on 'I told you so' and that is such a horrible cruel smug, self congratulatory thing to say.
ok, after 20 or so calls in 3 different counties, during my last ditch effort at finding a unbooked or affordable priced boarding facility, i was leaving a message at a random kennel. This keenel was referred to me by someone else and i was told that they take care of pets by the month. So im leaving a message explaining my whole situation when this chick picks up and flat out says quote "i can take your cats, hold on a min" un quote "sorry for the wait, i will take them but i have to bring them to my home b/c cats cant stay a month without getting severely depressed" I was flabergasted. Shes going to take them tonight and my roommate is driving me to the kennel to drop them off. Unfortunately i cant check out where they are going to but the woman really does seem legit and trustworthy. She owns other indoor cats and works at a kennel. Unless shes doing some experiment on animals, i think they'll be safe. I'm so drained , its 3:50 pm and ive been calling non stop since yesterday trying to find a place for them. Not only will she take them in, but its in a home AND shes doing it for free but will accept donations! I'm going to give her 100 bucks and extra for food and litter. Do you think thats good enough compensation?? Maybe 150 just in case something happens? They puke from hairballs sometimes :/It feels like this is almost too good to be true. I hope it all pans out as planned. This is gonna suck for my SA lol Wish me luck !!
Yeah! I hope it all works out for you! (it will) See what happens when you are persistent. I think it is great that there are people out there that are willing to help others out.
Just try to relax now! Easier said than done I know.