The scar that never fades

It wasn't a first, it wasn't a last
On top of the wrist, it's a start
A rush like a drug, you never want to end
Push hard enough, feel what you can
Beauty in crimson red, keeps you mesmerized
Wash and wait, for what you always knew
The scar that never fades, the scar you never forget
The one that kills, the one that helps you breathe

The Smell Before Rain

Every time I find the clouds hiding the sun
Every time I watch the rain drops fall
Every time I hear them tapping on my window
Every time I watch it pouring down the side of the building
Every time I see people scurrying with hoods on and umbrellas in hand
Every time I feel it dripping down my face
Every time my clothes are soaked
Every time the sky cries
Every time I think of you

Your Apology

Stop wasting my time, we're growing apart
I've been standing here so long that now I
Can't stand to regret breaking these hearts.
You're still forcing my broken wings to fly
and its hurts so bad–I can't turn away.
We're less than nothing, and it's left me in
pieces. And I don't know what to say
to you, or to anyone, I've fallen.
You've stolen my soul, you've broken me down
You're asking too much, and I can't stay here.
You think you can keep me in this frown
but I can no longer live in this fear.
I'm leaving, I don't have to tell you why,
be quiet and listen for my goodbye.

Stolen

I can see the end
I'm running faster
I think it's over
But the forest is getting deeper
I'm pleading for help
I open my mouth
I'm screaming louder
But it's deafened by your touch
I'm fighting
I try to pull away
But my joints are locked with fear
I am begging for something
But you hear nothing
I wake up screaming in a cold sweat
And my innocence is gone

How we broke

And you brought me here just to say goodbye
And your standing tall as you watch me fall
And you brought with you all the reasons why

Too bad all the excuses cannot erase the lie
Or the reasons why you now know it all
And you brought me here just to say goodbye

It hurts to leave but you won't see me cry
So tell me why I should wait for your call
And you brought with you all the reasons why

As you patch my broken wings preparing me to fly
You hold my future like a gypsy with a crystal ball
And you brought with you all the reasons why

While you have no intentions of letting me die
You block my escape and watch me crawl
And you brought me here just to say goodbye
And you brought with you all the reasons why

The pieces that don't fit

Flip the pieces
So their all face up
Start with the corners
And work your way around
Piece by piece
The image is clearer
Shapes into shapes
Nothing is fitting
The final piece is
No where to be found
Your lie's truth
Is no where to be found