I just wanted to write a quick thank you to my sweet GF Alana for what she said that i did for her in her last blog. That was such an incredibly uplifting compliment that she gave me i just couldn\'t let it go without me responding.

I feel so privaleged to have been able to help her in any way that i have. See, that is what we do for eachother. We both have our issues and our ups and downs, however we support eachother the best we can and it helps tremendously. I have so many things going on at once out here in California with my recent move and all from Ohio that I am so overwhelmed with anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, ocd, etc, etc, etc. If it wasn\'t for her unwaivering support, i don\'t know what i would do. She is one of the only people that truly believes in me, even when i can barely if at all believe in myself. i have self harmed, wanted to kill myself, my confidence is at an all time low, people are so quick to judge, and the list just goes on forever with what I am dealing with. If not for Alana\'s support and faith/love in me, I honestly don\'t know if i could be doing this.

She is such a wonderfully sweet women, just completely full of ambition, talent, kindness, and just is everything i have ever wanted, I can tell her anything and just be my true self. I AM TRULY PRIVALEGED TO HAVE HER AS SUCH A HUGE PART OF MY LIFE. I know that i cannot fail b/c of her.

Also yea, this is not a dating site, but when we met, it was just meant to be and that is that.  I would do anything for her. I met her and i fell in love with her and now here we are. Life is tough, but if you try hard enough, you can get through anything. i just have to keep trying and never give up, and she provides a great example of how to handle things when they are getting bad, she is an inspiration to me.

So in closing, i don\'t write many positive blogs at this moment in time. However, how could i write a blog about her and it not be positive? Ofcourse she struggles with depression, anxiety, etc. but she really shows strength.