So I've been trying to think of all the things that have stressed me lately. So maybeI have an idea of what brought my anxiety back. I've been dating this guy for almost 3 and a half years. Like all relationships, things were great in the beginning. We got an apartment in October…let me rephrase that…I got us an apartment. I didn't really want to move out of my parents…for financial reasons. But if we didn't then he wouldn't have anywhere to go. So I took out a loan to get the apartment. It was cute and I liked it at first. But I was overwhelmed with moving all of a sudden. Blah blah. We started arguing alot and I cried alot and I didn't want to go home half the time. I had been working at a daycare for a year and a half and I was beyond stressed there. My boss was one of the worst ppl I have ever met. Then I had some pretty big financial issues. So all this piled on…and the one person who was suppose to be there for me wasn't . I moved back to my parents about a month ago when my anxiety came back. I feel better here. But things have gotten stupid with me and my bf. He isn't very supportive of whats going on with me. He acts like he is the only one with problems and that mine don't matter. We don't see each other much and we don't really talk alot. I don't get it. He didn't even ask how my therapy went yesterday…I had to tell him. And then he changes subjects to the tattoo he wants to get. What the hell?? Why am I with him? Why have I stayed this long? Maybe if I would of left months ago, I wouldn't be back in therapy and having anxiety again.
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