I haven’t been able to blog in a while because everytime I try to blog about something, this issue invades whatever I’m blogging about, and I end up with a totally messed up blog that’s jumping back and fourth between two issues, and doesn’t make sense.
Someone told me to get it out of my system, and blog about it.
A few weeks back, a girl talked me into being her boyfriend, even though I prefer to get to know someone before allowing the title.
She hit a soft spot when she said “How will you know unless you give it a chance.
I like to know that we have enough in common for a relationship to work.
Well, after one week of arguing over what to do with our time together, and I had enough of it.
we had nothing in common, at all.
A week and a half into the relationship, I was with her, trying to figure out how to break up without hurting her feelings.
While stressing myself out over that, she starts in on me physically (sexualy).
I went numb, and couldn’t speak.
I told her no, and why a week before that, but I couldn’t say anything right then.
Anyway, she had her way with me, and I hope she got no enjoyment from it.
I left, and 1/2 week later, I finally did break up with her, and I wasn’t very nice about it either, and I hope her feelings were hurt bad.
She knew I didn’t want sex early in the relationship, and jumped me anyway.
I’ve been dry for 3 1/2 years, not because I couldn’t get laid, but because I’m picky, and know what I want.
I have no problem picking up women, but I’m not a man whore.
I want a relationship that’s real, and you can’t have that without having a connection first.
I never had that connection with her, and was trying to get out of it.
Now I’m rambling on, and need to quit before this blog gets way too big.