Living in 2017 was like reliving the worst hits of the last 7 years. Everything I was ever afraid of I had to face over again. Im still fragile, I can’t handle much as resilient as I have to be. I don’t want anymore plot twist in my life to happen as much as I can’t control everything which is something I have to let go of that. Something else happened I didn’t think could or ever have to. Up until last year I had a huge family, growing up I had a huge family even when we became estranged from certain people I still had a big family. I cut so many people out, limited how much time I spend around some unsupportive people and my circle of people shrunk. I don’t have friends, so my circle is more like an ink dot. Anyways, I’m working today on my next books and have been tight lipped about what it is. So a few weeks ago I announced what my next book is going to be and the plan that I have. It didn’t really dawn on me until now that the people I told were really the only immediate people I had to tell before I make a bigger announcement in the future. It wasn’t that long ago I had a mass of people who were my immediate family that would get the same announcement. I went from 40 to 6 people that’s how far it’s dipped down. Unfortunately the unsupportive people in my family wouldn’t care anyways. I’d get more of a reaction out of them if I was announcing a whoops pregnancy. Which is just disappointing that me writing a book is the disappointment and getting pregnant on accident is more acceptable. Of course writing a book is a lot like childbirth and this is the longest pregnancy ever.
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my past
hopefinder, , Uncategorized, Addiction, Child, Domestic Abuse, 2
Hi, i think i can relate to a lot of people by my past. im gonna tell you all...
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Unrequited Silence (Part 1)
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Hey guys! I’m trying something new today. I wrote this whole poem book about this boy that I’ve been...
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Here. Why
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I come here regularly when I have internet. I don’t know why I come here. My life isn’t terrible....
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For what it’s worth
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Before I die
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What is the meaning Of always dreaming Dreams are like glass shards They break you apart What is...
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Hello!
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Hello! I just joined this site a bit earlier today, and thought I’d give a brief introduction. I’m a...
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Okay, so..I throw up.
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It’s only sometimes, I swear. Watching: Haikyuu It’s called bulimia, or so I’ve heard. But, I don’t have that,...
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Hanging in there
Lacey7, , Uncategorized, Domestic Abuse, 0
I hope that everyone is doing well. What is happening! – actively avoiding him. – going to the lake...
I’m deeply sorry that you’re reliving everything. It is just as difficult the second time around ..