If anyone replies to this, I would greatly appreciate advice. To begin, I have dealt with anxiety from a young age, and over the past four years it has became really severe. I can’t leave the house without having feelings of anxiety, I feel a bad feeling of dread walking to school and been there in general. I feel extremely guilty around my friends because I feel unworthy of their friendship, and that they deserve somebody a lot better than me. I have tried therapy twice, I have been to the doctor three times and nothing has helped me. I feel worthless at this point, and I don’t want to feel happy because I am so used to being in a constant state of feeling down every day. I can’t handle the constant feelings of extreme guilt and anxiety, and I cannot prevent it. I’m sick of being told to breathe or meditate because it does nothing for me. I am always tired and rarely feel happiness, so I’m just stuck in this situation and I don’t know how to escape it. I can’t handle going to school, I hate I can’t be a better friend. I just hate myself.