I can’t do it anymore. My chest is always tight, my family is miserable, and I have my anxiety always getting in the way!!!! I can’t even get a contact in my eye with getting frustrated then crying or just crying!!! This is outrages!!!! I don’t understand how having 13 years of my life be beat down so much that I am socially awkward and I can’t even do anything about it!!!! I try going out of my convert zone but then I can’t!! I can’t talk in front of people if I don’t practice what I say!! Even then I still struggle!! I don’t make the best friends!! I end op in bad relationships!!! I can’t tell people my problems!! For crying out loud I couldn’t tell my mother my MOM about what was stressing me out!!! I am a kind, nice, caring person and people come to me if their is a problem or if the are stress but they don’t think that I have a life and I have stuff wrong with me!!! I stopped telling people stuff when one of my friends told a counselor that I was telling her(my friend) to much!! So then I stopped!! That is when I came here to the tribe and I just now how people can go on in life!!! I just want friends that will be their!! No stress!!! No worries!! And for crying out loud someone that will just be their for me when I need them!! Someone I can depend on!!!
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The tests came back negative
ChelseaH, , Anxiety, Depression, HIV or Aids, LGBT, Marriage & Family, Teens, Uncategorized, Grief, PTSD, 5
Well, my HIV tests came back negative. It was such a huge relief. I was imagining death sitting next...
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Suck at relationship
dragonprincess, , Depression, Relationships, Schizophrenia, Sex Therapy, 1
I don't know what is wrong with me. I have a great relationship with this guy and I mentally...
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Big week – part 8
uberbobolink, , Depression, Addiction, Anxiety, Career, Parenting, Questions, 0
The introductions were brief since most of us had either met before or been a reading a lot about...
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Her Last Words
CeCe0186, , Anxiety, Depression, LGBT, Teens, Child, Depression, Grief, Suicide, 0
Um so this might trigger some people…it’s abt suicide so if you’re suicidal, please do not read...
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I feel inadequate.
thegoodtimes, , Anxiety, Depression, Relationships, 0
I have this really good friend I met in one of my classes last semester. We ended up talking...
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Strong angry feelings
achromatopsia, , Depression, Depression, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Relationships, Religion, Sexual Abuse, Sleep Disorders, 1
If you don’t want to read a rant, then go away now. If you comment about how stupid it...
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Home for the Holidays
daiseegurl, , Depression, Relationships, Social Anxiety, 0
I orginally wrote this when someone special in my life was looking out for another person in their’s. A...
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Dreading tomorrow
TessErin, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Obesity, Religion, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 1
I have an appointment with my current therapist tomorrow. I say "current" because I feel I need a new...
If you do not have one, I suggest getting a counselor for yourself.
I understand how you feel!
Hey girl, I don’t know you personally but if you ever need a friend to talk to about anything .. and I know I’m not your first choice to go to but if you need someone I’ll be there for you