Childhood traumas left me with depression, social anxiety, poor social development, and isolation. Now I’m 31 and lonely (even in the presence of others), empty, with no social circles, 1 friend, no self esteem/confidence, with poor personal development, and filled with regret. I missed out on creating connections, developing relationships, socializing, partying, celebrating, living life etc. and now I’m too disconnected, awkward, underdeveloped, and depressed to do so. The depression is the heaviest it’s ever been and I’m desperate. Suicide clouds my mind and makes daily routines/work even more challenging than they already were. I’m tired and nearly out of hope. Who can relate?
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Life as me
Lifeasme1428, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Relationships, Schizophrenia, Stress, Therapy, 2
I am new so I figured I should share a little about myself. I am a 19 year old...
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Dead inside
Missedthestartinggun, , Depression, Marriage & Family, Career, Child, PTSD, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 1
It’s been quite a struggle through the years. One thing after another. Watched the murder of a sibling and...
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The Week
Nessie26, , Depression, 0
Well. so far this week has been….. It's actually been pretty nuetral. I haven't felt any sort aof strong...
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Still around…
jay, , Depression, Depression, Medication, Obesity, Suicide, 1
i'm still around… sometimes i don't log on here too much because it's sad for me to see that...
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Autumn Observations
LeelooDallas, , Depression, 0
Fall breeze blowing through my long brown hair, I sit on a shaded park bench beneath an overhanging tree. ...
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I must be worthless…
Martha_My_Dear, , Depression, Anger, Career, Child, Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 0
I’ve been crying all morning. . . I don’t know what to say or how to. . . Last...
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It has been rough
invisiblespirit, , Depression, Career, Chronic Pain, Therapist, 0
Just recently at the age of 22 I have been diagnosed with arthritis in my left foot, most specifically...
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Blog from December 22, 2008
btab1085, , Anxiety, Career, Eating Disorder, Relationships, Therapist, 0
man, I went awol. but i'm back. Let's see, a lot has happened since april. I graduated from college,couldn't/...