Hi umm so not sure what to post but yeah I started college a few days ago and I was pretty excited to meet new people and to have a fresh start. Cos my school experience wasn\’t so great. I dealt with depression at a very young age. I find it very hard to socialize with people. But still I try my best and yet I feel so lost. I try to be nice with everyone but idk I feel like they hate me. They don\’t want to talk to me. Sometimes I feel like my presence is bothering them, so I just leave. No one has ever come and talked to me. I go first, not that I mind but why doesn\’t anyone like talking to me. Sometimes I feel so so alone seeing everyone having a good time with their friends. But I kinda got used to being alone all the time at school so I somehow made it till I was out of school. I had a lot of expectations for college… getting new real friends and having fun, but it\’s all the same now. I feel like I can talk with a few people in my class but I still don\’t have that one constant friend. Everyone has seem to have gotten theirs at the first day itself. I might have some to talk to but at the end of the day I\’m alone. My dad got surprised when he came to pick me up cos everyone were in groups and I stood there alone. I try my level best to interact with everyone but I\’m so tired of being rejected like this that I don\’t even feel like trying. I don\’t like or want to be alone like this. I don\’t know what\’s my problem, am I that bad.