I always feel super lonely while I’m surrounded by friends but do they actually like me or pretend to because they heard my sob story of a life? am I annoying? what does this person really think about me? I always overthink my friendships but they have stuck around for a while so I shouldn’t but it’s hard. I also overthink my relationships. this one guy I met thru mutual friends was like my dream guy. he was tall, handsome, sweet, and his smile was lovely. we talked for a while but he started to get distant because of the distance and was messing around with other girls. little did he know I had fallen in love with him because I thought he was my person and the fact I was easily won over due to my vulnerable state. after we talked it thru, I broke it off and started my journey to being okay again. It’s been about 4 months since then and I’m finally over him but one weekend I spent the night at my friend Maddi’s house with April and Marae and met this one kid on Omegle, I won’t say his name for privacy reasons so let’s call him Chris. well, we were chatting and really clicked, I have this thing for smiles and oh my his was beautiful but I got his snap and talked for a bit and were planning a trip for me to go where he lives or visa versa because we live close to 2,00 miles apart before I went to bed because at the time it was close to 3 am but every time I snap him he will leave me on open, I don’t know what to do or how to fix my luck. is it me being clingy or do I have to wait until the right person comes around?