i have had so many issues with friendships since i was a kid. i found out recently that i have bpd which affects a lot of relationships and can make it difficult to connect with others. i finally was able to open up to someone, and they did something terrible that hurt me and made me lose all trust again. i feel like i’m losing the ability to love. i know i’ll realize that i still can, but i’m worried that i’ll never be able to make connections again.
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How can I be here
Deeprhatt, , Depression, Career, Depression, Divorce, 6
Well here I am again. I am here at home in my own room while the wife sleeps in...
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Beginner
ShallNeverBeKnown, , Depression, Autism, Relationships, Self Esteem, 4
Well I guess I dont know how to start this or anything like that at all actually, but I...
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Yet another day
blueyes36, , Depression, Child, Divorce, Therapist, 0
I went to a new counselor today. He is not a replacement but an addition to my current one....
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Where is my mind?
Thorne, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 2
Things have been going rather well for me for the most part. So why can I not be happy?...
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Reappearance
sesquipedalian, , Depression, Depression, 0
I’ve gotten my first depressive episode of the new year. (Yay! …Oh, wait.) I’ve known it was coming for...
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More of Day 3
sashasue, , Depression, Anxiety, 0
Feeling fearful and anxious. Again it's really for no good reason. Turns out that Paxil is shitty drug, and...
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Lacking many things
tinyrachie, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Questions, Therapist, 0
I’m not sure why I bother writing. Maybe It good to just get the feelings out. I’m not sure. ...
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Damn I''m useless.
tinyrachie, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Medication, 2
Anyone who has been subjected to my venting knows that I’m horrible with social situations and they cause me...
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