i have had so many issues with friendships since i was a kid. i found out recently that i have bpd which affects a lot of relationships and can make it difficult to connect with others. i finally was able to open up to someone, and they did something terrible that hurt me and made me lose all trust again. i feel like i’m losing the ability to love. i know i’ll realize that i still can, but i’m worried that i’ll never be able to make connections again.