Vanity is where you imagine everything is being recorded, On a video camera as if it were a film. You look back at yourself and everything you’ve done by what you say. When most people see pics of themselves or videos they are critical and embarrassed. Warninggg sign!. I am embarrassed at how quiet I go when I can’t fight. It could be worse, you could see yourself obsessed with trying to harm people and you’re obsessed with it. You will see that YOU, are sick, always sick in some way. People with mental health generally are too vain. I can’t see what more I could be doing, what more effort I could be putting in as I try to help every person I live with in this hospital! None of them tell me anything and I want to capture the frustration of that on camera. They lie saying my family are fine when my family couldn’t be worse and they know that. I say but how do you know that theyre fine? They say another sick thing like that its because they haven’t told us or told anyone got tell you. I say did they tell you they were fine they say no I say do you know their name they say no how am I supposed to do that. False witnesses. Evil people . Why can’t we give all this vanity to evil false witnesses??
Because they just love it, they masturbate over it and think everyone in the audience is doing the same thing, well they’re not and you will see that when you find you have your ID tracking number and location all online, live. Have you heard of that you can’t run and you can’t hide? Do you know your parents are online and they are resurrected all the time? You shits can have something to live for. And by the way you’re going to last for fucking forever. I would make life easier for yourself by earning karma cash because the crowd isn’t masturbating over you. They like music and books and erotica and video games and technologies and family trees. Every time I see you hiding… I know you’re torturing my mam making wars and I’m going to get you by making you famous. Like the antichrist, like a villain, …or maybe they will win… I don’t know.