I wonder what its like to live a happy life. To have a job you like or a family that loves you. I wonder what its like to know you will eat everyday. I wonder what its like to live in a nice home you know the kind you can actually be proud to invite someone over to. I wonder what its like to have a loving relationship. I wonder what its like to not be in physical pain all over your body every second of the day. I wonder what its like to have enough money to not be afraid of the bills coming in or be able to go to the doctor and be able to afford it or even be taken seriously. I wonder what its like to be pretty or skinny. Of course I will never know any of these things and i will always wonder and always envy these people who even just know what one of these things feels like. I am the only person i know who has none of the above. How someone could be as unlucky as me. I wonder how much longer i will need to live in misery.
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Will I make it?
snowdreamer, , Depression, Depression, 0
Well after the break up of my b/f I made some decisions that would change my life for the...
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Strange Dream
xillah, , Depression, 0
Last night I had the strangest dream. I arrived at a party with a friend I don't really have...
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It All Seems Bleak (Need Advice)
KnockedDown, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Grief, Relationships, Religion, 1
I don't really know where to dump all this but this may be a rather long blog simply because...
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I do not
redhead20, , Depression, Anger, Career, Depression, 0
I do not want to live the rest of my life with this on my chest. I can’t even...
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UGH…. Insomnia and TOOTHACHE and MORE DEPRESSION
DarkHollywood, , Depression, Medication, 0
My moods come and go faster than the wind lately. And NO I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG. If I'm...
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October 13, 2011
SapphireSteele, , Depression, Anger, Child, Sleep Disorders, 1
I am ready to tear my husband a new rear end after a conversation this morning. Due to having...
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I'm losing it..
GIJanee, , Depression, Career, Domestic Abuse, Medication, Stress, Suicide, Therapist, 0
My parents are comig for the superbowl, but somehow I'm not excited. My sister said we'd go to this...
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WHAT A SLUT FACE WHORE BAG
Stormxox, , Depression, Anger, 0
My saturday night I thought would be great after chatting and flirting with this guy we agreed to meet...