I’m really really not doing well… Normal coming from someone who struggles from mental health problems right…. Ig.. but I had been doing really well… Until the negativity in my house got stronger and I’m not the only one in this house hurting from the energy’s…my dog and the cat has been affected… Probably used the wrong one but oh well… Anyway I’ve gotten pretty suicidal now.. on a call with my bf I put my knives and pills into a drawer so it wouldn’t be tempting…. I feel terrible because I havent really spoken words to anyone but my family cause I have to talk to them….. And I just I don’t know what to do…. I don’t want to eat…. I don’t want to talk much…. I just want to sleep and get these thoughts to leave…..