hello! The name’s Effie!

I am a teen but I am apart of the LGBTQIA+  community. I am proudly pansexual and demi-romantic.

I have been going through a lot of situationships recently. Two of them are with my exes, (both guys), they just keep telling me that they love me, they miss me and they want to get back with me. Thing is, I broke up with both of them for good reasons. They both affected me in a bad way. Not to mention, I am still in contact with them but my only intention is to be friends.

Then, my other situation ships.

One is my other guy friends, one of them I think I really like them. The other one is only my friend. The one who is my friend, I was told he likes me through multiple people but by that point, I didn’t necessarily believe it at all. I still don’t believe it since we tease eachother and we still talk normally. The one that I think I like, well he can be dry for talking but the thing is, he repeatedly tells me that he misses me and also he gets interested when I talk a lot.

Now the last one is my friend, (this one is a girl), she is right now taken by someone but she doesn’t like him. She is planning to break up with him when school starts.  Thing is, sometimes we fake flirt because its something we do as friends but the thing is, sometimes it doesn’t sounds like a joke.

On her birthday, she asked if I wanted to make out as a joke but then she decided to kiss me on my forehead. After my other friend left and we were the only two there. She kinda cuddled with me. I was shocked but it was comfortable. Not even kidding about that. I used to like her but those feelings faded because of how she was daring someone and I thought she wouldn’t feel the same. So I am not even sure if I should do anything in general.

Welp, that’s all for this little rant. See ya guys!