Do not pretend to be my friend
Thinking you know
Where I have been.
You do not know
The hell I live in
The pain I see daily
Or the lost friendships I blame myself for
You have no idea the things I have seen
Or how much I care
You have no idea that it kills me
When you turn your back on me
I wish you could understand
Why the little comments
The little jokes
Hurt me so much
I wish you could see
That all I want is for this friendship to last.