This is the ABC poem I wrote a few years ago…
Agitate my soul
Alleviate my mind
Abysmal thoughts contaminate
the brains of the undivine.
Bashing of your heart
Banging of your head
Blistering skin indicates
you'd be better off dead.
Counting down the seconds
Cherishing these times
Clinging to the idea
of the wise use of your dimes
Dagger in your side
Danger in the air
Dances around you, taunting,
invisible, yet there.
Ever present in your body
Ego maniacs are stored
Eager for the moment
when they become your Lord
Forever burned the image stays
Feverish and red
Frightened, huddling in the corner
feet made out of lead
Great becomes the monster
giving up is not a choice
gasp for air and persevere
if you want to keep your voice
Higher than an air plane
hugs are overrated
hatred consumes the public
like a comeback style over dated
I, the one who doesn't dare
ignores you, dishes out blame
ignites your dreams of irony
watches them brightly go up in flames
Jacked up on red bull
jittery and nervous
jail time and probation
always serve their purpose
Kill the relief with another conflict
Keep your feelings close
Kids will, if you allow,
crush what matters most
Lingering on people
Lost in a human sea
Lakes drown the resistance
so now feel the hypocrisy
Meaningless and cold
much better than the rest
monsters grab a hold
of the heart exploding from your chest
Nearing close to the finish
never say never
now concludes the beginning
lets start the next endeavor
original yet conformed
obey the rules you set
overcrowded is the norm
so increases the rebel jet
Parting ways are difficult
Peacemaking can be harder
Pleasepleaseplease I'm begging you
can we make up for starters
Quickly , hurry, faster now
Quit all your lying
Quiet the unnabreviated door
cross the blood red line
Reading your mind
risking your bets
ridged edges
and framed silhouettes
Sun beats down
Shines, yet everything is dim
Save yourself for the breakdown
save yourself for him
take now whats left of us
thriving hard to see
trust is always broken
so please don't trust in me
underneath the surface
u can peek but just one glance
umbrellas cant shield pain
so grasp your only chance
Viscous thoughts undermine
vision cant help you now
vitality lowers faster
than your body should allow
Writing becomes an escape
with advantages unspoken of
worthy of nothing more
than whats left of a mothers love
X'd out of my life
xanax swallowed deeper
Xeroxed fake, there's no one better
so do your best to keep her
Youth slowly drips away
yes becomes the well-known
yearly questions are routine
take only whats your own
Zero points, your dead
zoning into focus
Zealous people fail at the game
though they will never notice
Thank you gentle:)