Today was just like every other day…except for the fact that i’m so aware of my surroundings it’s almost unbearable to go on. I truly have no one and the darkness inside of me is starting to consume my whole body.

How does one unintentionally push or divert everyone away from them..?

Is my diagnosis so tiring for others that they can’t bare to deal with me anymore? If so what’s the point of living? I can’t make it go away. I do everything I’m supposed to do and I give everything I can to people and yet it’s not enough.

i just want to be enough for someone for once…