Before i joined this site – i used to think that i was the only one who was suffering from depression , i thought no one could ever be in a situation like me but when i joined this site – i realized the bitter truth of life , things CAN BE WORSE
“life isn’t always fair” — TBH it never was
people come and go , every SINGLE DAY. Have heard that in every 4 hours a teenager suicides. And for real i thought i was the only one depressed?
since i joined this site , i met many people – many WONDERFUL people with a golden bright heart who deserve so much more but never accept it. if i now compare my “life problems” with y’all’s then maybe i don’t even have a problem with life cux people have suffered so much here.
Someone is abused , someone is not getting accepted just bcx they’re trans/gay/lesbian , someone’s mom died , someone’s dad died , someone is drug addict , someone is bullied ….. etc this never ends. but what about me ? i am just a confused 15 year old kid who cant understand what exactly is wrong with her. I suffer from anxiety everyday , i may smile / laugh in morning all day long but there has been not a single day when i didnt cry at nights!!
who am i? – well i dont even know myself.
“A person who looks happy and cheerful may not be as happy or cheerful from within”
well i have friends and also have…..a boyfriend and yeah this boyfriend guy is the reason idk maybe the reason i suffer so much!!
he didnt properly talk to me for like 7months , haha corona is a fuckin shit TBH nevermind he is a jerk but i miss those— those idiotic cute things we did together , we sure were THE SWEETEST couple of my batch but now a idk…
life changed A LOT , its okay.
i learnt so MUCH since i joined this site
people here are so friendly and sweet – they deserve so much better!!
lastly IDK why i typed all these but just a confession xx
Thanks for reading xx
love you <3