I'm really tired today. Sadly, my son has caught my stomach virus and has been very sick since yesterday afternoon. We got half-way to the baseball game and then had to come home. Poor kiddo couldn't stop vomiting (smh). Had a really rough night, was up with him almost every hour until 3 a.m. He's having bad nausea like I had, and running a low-grade fever with chills. I'm pretty sure its the same bug. My biggest hope is that his immune system is stronger than mine and his body fights it off quickly. If he's not doing better by Monday we're going to go to the doctor.

Still ruminating about what to do about the whole marital trust situation. Luckily most of my attention was diverted to taking care of my son so I didn't have time last night to worry about it. I have a feeling that today is going to be the same way. What sucks is that there's nothing I can give him to ease the nausea ~ no matter what you take it doesn't go away. Usually what happens is if you put medicine in, it just comes back up anyhow. 🙁

I did see my friend Michelle for a little bit yesterday. She brought me a bag of gifts for my birthday; so sweet of her! There was a really cute dress for around the house (what we call our "fat" dresses, lol), a set of electronic tea lights with the words love, happiness, dream on each one, and a really nice smelling soy candle and a great card. I love her so much. Her friendship means the world to me.

I've got to go out and get things done like grocery shopping and stopping by the vet's to pick up Trigger's flea medicine, but I'm afraid to leave because Zachary wants me, not Daddy. You know how when you were a kid you always wanted your Mom when you were sick? He's the same way. But I have to still get things done. Maybe the shopping can wait until my Mom gets home and then Aaron and I can go, but I still have to go the vet's and a few other places. I really don't want to ~ I only got about 4 hours of sleep last night and I'm bushed.

It's a fairly nice day here today. For late August, it's beautiful. It's in the lower 80's and there's a really cool breeze coming from the ocean, so it feels great. I hope it stays this way all day.

I don't really have anything else to say. I do however want to say thank you to those of you that replied to my last blog. I agree with what a lot of you have said. Healing takes time, and you do have to put all the pieces on the table from both parties to figure it out. I DO want to grow old with him ~ but I need to be able to communicate with him and most of all TRUST him.

Have a great Saturday all. ((((HUGS))))