Last night I had another Nightmare.

I don’t know why but I can’t escape my dreams anymore. It’s like am locked inside them. But its worst with a Tortures Nightmare.

It started with me in a maze voices whispering to me and then out of no were I scream of Pain, Fear, Torture, and No Hope. I knew that scream out of anywhere. It was the one person that I care about so much. I kept hearing him scream, I continued running and screaming to him. Then I collapsed, I noticed the floor disappeared and I was falling towards I pit of lava. When I touched the lava I screamed, feeling fire crawling up on my body. Then I climbed out only to find myself running from something, I can’t remember what. I then found myself stick in chains hanging from my hands from the ceiling. I again saw the person that I care about in front of me. I saw another person, a dark figure come up to me with a knife and started cutting into my arm and slashing my face. I couldn’t get out. The dark shadowy figure came up to Lucas (the person that I really like and care about) and tortured the life out of him. The shadowy figure did it over and over again. Then my alarm went off and I woke up with a start, I couldn’t remember were I was or who I was. Then in a min everything came flooding back to me.

I don’t know what to do right now and I can’t focus. Maybe I will kill myself after all.