in my mind thoughts crawl and creep.

i walk around to find what the issues are but they just fly by on the wisper of the wind.

for what i do not know the my mind scatters to even more thought provooking chaos.

my thoughts speed up but it hasent become an issue.

without warning my mind pauses on a dime and time itself is left to stand still in the chaos in the moment and my breathing slowly becomes a bit faster.

My heart begins to race like i have been chased by a pack of woulvs but there is nothing to set me free.

in the horror of the moment my eyes widden to other thoughts my mind go over.

what if feelings start to feel you head and all you can do is freak out.

 your mind in that moment screams a hoorid shreak of pain of whick you have no idea as to where it came and in time this only becomes louder.

your thouts begin to speed up and your mind throws in the towl and starts moching you.

as this goes on you fall to your knees with the swirl of dizzying thoughts  mounting within your mind and once again time stops on a dime.

your heart beats so fast you start to feel funny and your breathing is so heavy your mind once again mocks you in your moment of chaos.

"so this is how it all ends?" you ask yourself, "am i having a heart attack?" you start to think… you then go to stand up and you fall and blank out.

 when you awaken your in the ER thinking that you had come close to biting the dust… the doctor comes in and your anxiaty mounts… dear god what  have i done to deserve this. 

this was in part my experence when my anxiaty attack happened. My mind was like a race track of thoughts. I dident like the pain that came with the attack.. but it happens more often now then id like to admit. I would like comments on what you think. Please leave a comment!