I had a wonderful 2 days. Went to my best friend's house last night, spent the night, had 3 of my greatest best friends come over and we ate lots of sweets, watched movies and laughed our butts off until we cried. Then we (my best friend and her husband) were SUPPOSED to get up early this morning and leave for Cocoa Beach, about 2.5 hrs. away to go to our high school friend's twin boys' 1st birthday party… needless to say, we didn't leave until like 1 p.m… got there after 3, enjoyed the day with good friends, 2 beautiful baby boys and fun. Left there about 6:45-7, got home late because we were stuck in traffic… and I come home to the bane of my existence. This fucking horrible house of mine.

I go into my bedroom and my MOM is sleeping in my bed with me and my husband's TV on. I thought maybe my niece was in there, because she DOES like to go in there and watch TV. Nope. Just my Mom. I was like, "What are you doing in here?" Apparently my father is still in HER bed, she can't get in bed with him because she's a prima donna dumbass…. and he "doesn't feel good" and won't get up. So I go in there, tell him I'm home. "That's nice." What's wrong, Dad? "I don't feel good." I'm sorry. Can I get you something? "No, I don't want anything." Okay, you wanna come out and watch TV with me? "No, I don't wanna get up." Ooookay.

I'm about ready to go in there and tell them BOTH to go to FUCKING HELL. I LEAVE THE HOUSE FOR A LITTLE MORE THAN 24 HOURS TO GET MY ASS OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR A LITTLE MORE THAN A DAY, HAVE A WONDERFUL TIME, DON'T HAVE TO SPEND A DIME OF MY OWN MONEY AND YOU ARE SLEEPING IN MY BED, MY FATHER'S ASS WON'T EVEN GET THE HELL UP TO SAY HELLO and I'M SUPPOSED TO JUST SIT HERE AND TOLERATE THIS SHIT?!?!?!?!?!? I PAY RENT IN THIS GODDAMNED HOUSE AND I SHOULD AT LEAST HAVE A ROOM. YOU WANNA BE A STUPID PRIMA DONNA BITCH AND NOT DEAL WITH YOUR HUSBAND, DO IT ON THE COUCH WHERE HE SLEEPS EVERY NIGHT. NOT IN *MY* BED. YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORK TOMORROW, WHAT THE HELL!?

I'm about THIS CLOSE…. THIS FUCKING CLOSE TO DOING SOMETHING STUPID. REALLLLLLLLLY FUCKING STUPID. AND I'M AS SERIOUS AS A HEART ATTACK ON THIS ONE. I DON'T WANT TO, BUT THESE ASSHOLES ARE PUSHING THEIR LUCK ON THIS ONE. I APPARENTLY can't have a fucking LIFE OF MY OWN because this house turns into a PIGSTY of a SHIT HOLE when I'm GONE and I have to come home to HELL ON EARTH.

SCREW THIS. I'll sleep outside on the fucking FUTON under the damn CARPORT or in my damned TRUCK before I ask her stupid ass to get up. I don't give a Goddamn anymore.