So… I could babble alot tonight… but I really don't want to.
Just a few things without getting too detailed.
Men suck. Still they do. No offense to the good ones here… just saying it's been a horrible week. One guy stopped talking to me… a bunch of others came out of the woodwork… some ok, some bad. Just draining to deal with all of them and deal with the loss at the same time. I feel like the one that's stopped talking to me died. I feel like I'm in mourning over him… and it sucks.
I've been sick… for way too many weeks to count. I know… I'm always sick… dirty hypochondriac… yeah yeah yeah. A few details because I'm tired of saying I'm just sick… Stomachache… Not eating, and then eating alot because I'm so hungry from the not eating… and this thing where I am belching… and unable to breathe at the same time… Personally I think it's either an ulcer or GERD… but what the hell do I know… I'm not a doctor… I just have internet access. All I'm doing is waiting for whatever it is to get so bad that I have to go to a doctor… because until I'm showing real signs they will just pat me on the head and send me home… which sucks.
I need some real human contact… I'm starting to lose it. I want to talk on the phone… I want to hang out, and I want to have a job. I want friends…. damnit.
That's it. I could say more but why… it's all quite pointless tonight. I kept waiting to post a blog where I would just talk until there was nothing more to say… but I'm so tired that it just doesn't matter.
Thanks for reading this if you did… if not, no worries.