At the end of 2019 I thought this was the best me so far yet the first day of the new year I had a breakdown and everything I have been hiding came out, I didn’t want to be here anymore. My poor boyfriend was there during this and completely saved me, my poor family now know how I feel and it’s honestly made me feel worse. I feel like I need to hide it even more now and I’m tired of it. I feel like I’m slowly giving up I hate my new job and don’t even care not going in, I haven’t seen my counsellor in months and am avoiding going back to the doctors. I hope this blog is going to help me, I can say what’s on my mind without upsetting anyone And I can say how I feel without feeling guilty. Fingers crossed this blog can help me.
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Struggling
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I am super sad. I woke to find the tribe had changed. There is no longer a chat room. ...
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My Life
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I’m 32 years old and I don’t know if I am gay or straight. I have dated men my...
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Reach out and touch another man (another 1 of your sons)
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Reach out and touch another man (another 1 of your sons) one time i was lying in my cot...
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I wonder…
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Why do so many smokers have to stand by the only entrance to stores? People who don’t smoke generally...
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Why I am upset right now
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Things are really, really, really bad. Yes, things could always be worse and we all have problems. I don’t...
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The Cons Of Being Smart.
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I’ve always found it quite odd when people complement me on being, ” Smart,” It’s a nice thing to...
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A story of growth
Jblitz59, , Uncategorized, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Mindfulness, Religion, Stress, Suicide, Therapy, Weight Loss, 0
A few weeks ago, I received my annual performance review at my job of X years. Even though I...
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What’s Happening With The System
slimeoqq, , Uncategorized, 0
Hi, I am Atlas. A member of the Cynecin System and the host. There has been a lot of...