Hi,
My name is Celine. I’m a 20 year old girl living in a very anxious world. 3 weeks ago today I was living in new mexico with my mom. My mom told me I’m draining on her. Now I live with my dad and that’s like walking on egg shells constantly. My parents have been on and off for 22 years and my dad has never been in just one relationship since I’ve been alive. Its always stressful. On top of that I have just been uplifted from a comfortable place with a quality job to an anxious environment that has been nothing but stressful to me my whole life..I don’t want to complain but I want you to know this is me. I have had the same best friend since I was twelve years old but in the past two years she has been a major source of drama in my life. She is not somebody I should be around but I can’t take her out of my life…I don’t know what she would do without me and vice versa. I have 8 siblings and I am the youngest. My family means the world to me but growing up with five brothers isn’t the easiest task. My dad on top of never being faithful is a raging alcoholic. He drinks from sun up to sun down. He’s not easy to deal with sobor or drunk. We have never had the best relationship due to his controlling ways. Im also as stated before very close to my mom..apparently too close. We are the same person. Its hard to deal. Thanks for welcoming me into the tribe.