Hey guys, Day 9. Right now I’m just trying to be okay. Some days are harder than others. I’ve started wondering who would care if I walked away. Who would care if I left and never looked back. I’m slightly proud of myself cause I told off the girl who has being a bitch to me since 3rd grade. I won’t include her name cause privacy reasons. I came so close to breaking down in math class for no reason. Home is supposed to be a place where you are loved and cared for in fact the actual definition is “the place where one lives permanently, especially as a member of a family or household.” But I’m at the point where I don’t know where home is. I just wish there was a way to switch off my emotions to make them all go away. I’m so tired of it all. I wish I could just read minds. So I could know what’s going on in my friends mind, so I could know if their using me. Or if they truly care.