Do you ever feel like all of your friends are avoiding you? Well, let me back up. I was hit with OCD right out of highschool, so no job, no moving out of home, nodrunken partys no boyfriends. I had 4 good friends that I tried to keep contact with, but the ocd would make me to afraid. So I just stoped talking to anyone. I justdissapeard. Now, 6 years later, I feel like I can reach out, talk about whats wrong with me, and they really give me the brush off. There are not many oprtunitys to make new friends where I live, so I was realy hoping to reconnect with them. One always give me this saddest look when he sees me, and the other is always happy to see me, but, not anywhere other than where he works (retail store). I just feel stuck, and I have a cold.
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Scared
Jessealuvseashells, , OCD, Career, Depression, OCD, Sleep Disorders, Stress, Suicide, 3
Here I am again, alone in a messy little house, WISHING and HOPING that some kind of relief similar...
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Hi
Kay2, , OCD, Anger, Anxiety, Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, Depression, OCD, Stress, 0
Hello. I'm at home in Japan now. I live with my parents and have no brother and sister. ...
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I need to discuss this finally.
ZackP, , OCD, Anxiety, OCD, Questions, Relationships, Stress, 2
There is something I have never really discussed before, but it's always been on my mind for years. It...
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I just want peace
Donnie_Brasco_9, , OCD, Anxiety, Career, Child, Medication, Sleep Disorders, Stress, Therapist, 2
Hello, Right after this post, I will be going for an ert appointment. My therapist had me download a...
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First Day
SweetMelissa, , OCD, Anxiety, Child, OCD, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 0
Today sucked. I went to my doctor to ask for Wellbutrin and he treated me like crap, belittled me...
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A stupid mistake
michaelg, , OCD, Anxiety, Sleep Disorders, 0
So two weeks ago my band did an open mic at some place in PA. I wasn't driving and...
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Insight into me
cari86, , OCD, Anxiety, Depression, OCD, 3
This is a blog that I posted a while ago on Myspace, and just thought I'd repost it on...
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Relapsing
gettingbetter13, , OCD, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, OCD, Therapist, 1
If I were to tell the people around me (like family and my husband) all of the things I...
Yeah me to but i am lucky one of my friends my best friend of over 20 years stuck by me. ocd has robbed me of so much i know how you feel.
Thats a good point Unknowable, the hard part is after I invite them, then the "what if" anxiety kicks in. I hate the "what if's" but one of them called me this afternoon just to tell me a joke. So maby your right and they just don't know what to say or do. I know if the tables were turned I wouldent. Ty