Do you ever feel like all of your friends are avoiding you? Well, let me back up. I was hit with OCD right out of highschool, so no job, no moving out of home, nodrunken partys no boyfriends. I had 4 good friends that I tried to keep contact with, but the ocd would make me to afraid. So I just stoped talking to anyone. I justdissapeard. Now, 6 years later, I feel like I can reach out, talk about whats wrong with me, and they really give me the brush off. There are not many oprtunitys to make new friends where I live, so I was realy hoping to reconnect with them. One always give me this saddest look when he sees me, and the other is always happy to see me, but, not anywhere other than where he works (retail store). I just feel stuck, and I have a cold.