Do you ever feel like all of your friends are avoiding you? Well, let me back up. I was hit with OCD right out of highschool, so no job, no moving out of home, nodrunken partys no boyfriends. I had 4 good friends that I tried to keep contact with, but the ocd would make me to afraid. So I just stoped talking to anyone. I justdissapeard. Now, 6 years later, I feel like I can reach out, talk about whats wrong with me, and they really give me the brush off. There are not many oprtunitys to make new friends where I live, so I was realy hoping to reconnect with them. One always give me this saddest look when he sees me, and the other is always happy to see me, but, not anywhere other than where he works (retail store). I just feel stuck, and I have a cold.

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  1. chez 9 years ago

    Yeah me to but i am lucky one of my friends my best friend of over 20 years stuck by me. ocd has robbed me of so much i know how you feel.

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  2. MandyB 9 years ago

     Thats a good point Unknowable, the hard part is after I invite them, then the "what if" anxiety kicks in. I hate the "what if's" but one of them called me this afternoon just to tell me a joke. So maby your right and they just don't know what to say or do. I know if the tables were turned I wouldent. Ty

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