Current mood: hungover Category: Dreams and the Supernatural dreaming in color i swear i dream in color. i remember the aquamarine and metallic silver of the terrible nightmare of my childhood last week that abruptly caused me to awaken with tears of titanium white streaking down my cheeks. for days after i had bits of burnt umber in the back of my mind. and i lay awake in complete values of grey scared to return to those memories. i swear i dream in color. i often fly on turquois currents that take me above fields of magenta and aquamarine streams and bring me gently back to a ground of cobalt and ochre . and i know that i\’m not imagining it, for i awake with traces of yellow in my mind and i wipe violet from my eyes and can taste blue in my mouth mixed with a lil bit of orange that lingers until noon. |
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Up-date on my Husbands condition
SonoraKay, , HIV or Aids, Career, PTSD, Questions, Religion, Therapist, Therapy, 1
Good morning everyone, Today marks a week since Robert returned to the hospital. He has suffered a minor...
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The Need for Unsafe Sex
sexmajician, , HIV or Aids, Anxiety, Grief, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Questions, Relationships, Religion, Sex Therapy, Spirituality, Therapy, Weight Loss, 3
Something happened back then. Countless thousands died horrible deaths. Countless thousands lost their families of origin to fear and...
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Missin your Meds?
Romeo, , HIV or Aids, Career, Medication, Therapy, 1
I am "re-posting" a reply I wrote to AtLast's blog regarding missing doses of our HAART drug combination therapy. Well...
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Veritee and Him
Veritee, , HIV or Aids, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 0
About me and Him I am now 55 years old. Married for 21 years to Barry and have one...
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Hospital released my status
lannamarie, , HIV or Aids, Anxiety, Child, Questions, 3
ON JAN 27 HAD MY STROKE AND WOKE UP IN THE ICU. DIDNT HAVE A CLUE WHAT HAD HAPPENED...
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Like Herding Cats Thrrough Snow
Loki, , HIV or Aids, Addiction, ADHD, Anger, Anxiety, OCD, Relationships, Weight Loss, 0
Well it has turned out to be the perfect day to write..It's cold and raining and I have no...
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Wait…..How old are you?
nick1991, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, HIV or Aids, LGBT, Anxiety, Depression, Suicide, 0
So I’ve been on here just a few days now and have notice that the age bracket is quite...
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Gigi's dating
Gigi, , HIV or Aids, Child, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Sex Therapy, 0
Well it started with my leg's pain, was so strong that I asked a Jew guy where did he...