Sitting her watching the sun rise this morning…too bad it's mostly blocked by clouds. I wonder if that means we're going to get rain or if another cold front is coming through finally? I need to watch the weather news more often. Truthfully I don't like watching tv, and especially not the news. It seems that all they focus on is bad stuff. I think it's important to know what's going on, but I hate when they spend hours dissecting it and squeezing every drop of blood out of a subjet. It's too negative for me. The last time I watched the news was when the school shooting happened in Conneticut a couple of days ago. It broke my heart for those children and adults that lost their lives and the families that will never see their child's face again in this life. I think THAT is truly what hell must be. It scared me badly because my son is the same age as those kids and I don't even want to imagine what those parents are going through. I want to say thank you to all the teachers, staff and the principal that died trying to stop the man from hurting the children. Your valor will never be forgotten.

My husband and I have been up since 5:30, and I'm not sure why that is. I'm stillocassionally having problems with sleeping and paranoia about goingto bed, but it's nice to know that in 4 weeks or so I won't feel like that anymore because my husband will be working days and sleeping nights with me again. 🙂 That's a huge relief to me.

The sky is turning a beautiful, bright pink salmon color now. Morning is officially here. Everything is so still, so quiet and peaceful that I'm not likely to give up myspot here on the back porch anytime soon. I lovewatching the reflectionof the sky in thepond, especially whenthe water is smoothas glass. The only soundsI hear are roosters somewhere down the roadcalling and the farawaysound of a plane in thesky.

Soon enough my little guy will be up and there goes the peacefulness, lol. That's okay, I love him to pieces and am willing to give up the beautiful scene before me in trade fo his gorgeous smile and striking blue eyes. He is my miracle every single day of my life.

I'm stillfeeling down, but not as bad as it was a week or more ago. There is definite improvement happening with theCogentin. My only complaints are dry mouth ( chewing gum for that) and the inability to find words when I'm speaking. Thatis so frustrating!It's almost like having a stutter ~ the word just won't come.

Today I get to gobuy more fish ~ yaaaay! They're not for my tank, they're for the new tank in the living room my Mom bought as a family Christmas present. She left me$20 to buy fish to place in there. Right now it looksa little empty. So there's my outing forthe day. I also think we're going to visit Dad (my husband's father) sincehe lives up in the same area andhe would like tosee Zachary. Those two are peas in a pod. It willbe good to see Theresa (step mother-in-law) as well. We always break off from the guys and talk justthe two of us. 🙂

I wish you all a beautifulday andtranquility in your hearts. ((((HUGS))))