: I know that no one is in this room with me but I want to say that I need help
[blueyes36] 6:54 pm: I am surrounded by death the memory of it the feelings of it
[blueyes36] 6:55 pm: and I want to complete it
[blueyes36] 6:57 pm: I want to go to the kitchen get the bottle of pills down and swallow them all
[blueyes36] 6:58 pm: what do i do
[blueyes36] 6:59 pm: I want to stop surviving and start living, or just die
[blueyes36] 7:01 pm: what should I do?
[sllim_84] 7:01 pm: hello, u ok in here all alone?
[blueyes36] 7:01 pm: hi
[sllim_84] 7:01 pm: oops, got to go, sorry
[blueyes36] 7:01 pm: yeah I was just talking to myself
[blueyes36] 7:02 pm: ok bye
[blueyes36] 7:03 pm: all the pain it isn’t worth it
[blueyes36] 7:04 pm: why can’t it all just go away and not come back
[blueyes36] 7:07 pm: I will cut just to cut, why? I use the other people to get attention and it is driving me crazy
[blueyes36] 7:07 pm: the pain is in my chest
[blueyes36] 7:07 pm: the pain is in my head
[blueyes36] 7:08 pm: I am such a loser!
[blueyes36] 7:08 pm: the world would be better w/o me!
Ah, I love this blog-an empty chat.
It's symbolic, and never worry. We love you, we care. We wish no harm, and I'm always willing to talk. 🙂
Well theres someone commenting on your blog ME!! I ahte to see that u r feeling so low and sad and self worthy BUT thats just your darn depression! U will feel better soon! Remmeber depression can makes us feel all kinds of weird ways esepecailly the ways u expressed in your blog BUT our depression is not the real us! So fight this dang illness and win!! U can do it!! I know u can. So u r not alone! Hang in there we can fight this depression together and WIN and there will be no more lonely chats! Write anytime! Feel better!! U r agreat person and the world needs u especially us here at the tribe!