A lot of things have not been going well… it’s life, it happens.

I thought the point of friends is that they help you through the bad times and you through theirs.

Of late, my “friends” interrupt me by either telling me I’m wrong or changing the subject.  If its the first.. I tell them to let me finish.  If its the second, I let them tell whatever it is they felt was more important that what I was saying.  Then I wait to see if they’ll remember I was talking.  They don’t.

I just want to fade away.  Go through every online profile I can think of and delete them. Then once that is done… switch every account I still have to mail, not email, not an App.  Then just walk out the door and go wherever there seem to be fewer people and keep walking.  Find a quit place and lay down.

There are a number of places around Texas that this could be done.  Even in CITY areas.  I figure if I leave all my tech behind… no would ever know I was missing and my remains were found… they wouldn’t be distinguishable.

As far as I know… I’ve never given finger prints nor have I ever had any type of DNA work done.

This way I can just fade from existence.  No one has to know anything.  It would be yeas before anyone actually realized I wasn’t around.

Thoughts I have sometimes.  I know I shouldn’t… but I do.