hey everyone!!

like havent been on here for a very long time,

okay so like my ocd has been getting better 🙂 im not doing any of my rituals anymore except for the counting but i feel like it coming back kind of.

well on the 2nd of april this year i told my parents that i am gay, was very very hard but they accept me so im happy, like they say they'll support me if i want children and are fine with me getting a boyfriend and shit 🙂

umm my brother got engaged and i dont know i like her shes a dentist but i feel weird with her as she can be a fucking bitch to everyone and my parents are building them a house so i feel horrible as i feel like im always getting left out.

my sister had a baby last year on the 18th of april 2010 to Shane, hes vry inteligent can already answer and speak in 3 languages and he is only 16 months ld i think? i dont know im not going to work it out right now.

my sister and her husband well i dont get on with him at all so ive had fights where i dont talk to them for months and shit. hes sometimes left the house and the neighbours have complained about me and my family fighting to my parents but it makes no difference as i think my sister is going to divorce him soon as she told me he once hit her, yeah she and i arent close but we used to be so close there is some trust between us that she told me so i told my mm and im waiting to see what happens.

umm il do some more replies and blogs later!!! got a lesson so got to go!!

love Josh 🙂