so like at gym class today we were playing softball and i kept forgetting to run and i was being yelled at, criticized, and made fun of. when i thought i scored a point, turns out i had forgotten to touch home plate and people were laughing at me and acting like i was stupid, (which i am”). and it really made me feel bad about myself and i felt so useless, worthless, stupid, and a burden on everyone. just when i thought i was almost distracted from the pain, everything just came crashing down on me like a pile of bricks.