Hello everyone and I wish you all a Happy, Happy Thanksgiving.  Have been doing great and I still have my ups and downs but I am learning this is life and there is nothing that I can do to stop it.   Now I am actually reading some of my books and doing little things around here.  Of course the place needs to be painted and the landlord gave me paint so I think I am going to do my living area in sections a little at a time so I don't over do it any more.  For the first time I could say that I am not worried about anything and what ever happens, happens.  If I get the living area done before Christmas fine if not fine I really don't care.  This is unusal for me and when people hear me say this they know that I am getting better and When I was talking to a friend of mine the other day she told me that it is good to hear me laugh again.  Well for Thanksgiving I am going to make a turkey for my dogs and myself and watch TV and read my book.  Honestly, I am feeling so much better these days and I prayer that everyone on DT will feel at least a little better if not much better.  Hoping after the holidays my pychologist will drop my visits to every three weeks.  He had told me about a month ago that I had made a brake through and I think if he sees and hears me on how I have been feeling he will move to every three weeks.  This has been a long process and I am so thankful that I finally reached out for help almost three years ago.  This year I am giving thanks to DT for being there for me and all the friends I made on here and all my friends that I have and my relatives that stood by my side when I was down.  Also there is a speacial friend on here that I want to thank for being there and teaching me a few things to help me on my way to get here.  This person knows I mean them.  Thank you so much my dear friend.  May God be with all of you and have a very Happy Thanksgiving.