been awhile since i been on here i guess i sorta didnt realize whteveryone been telling me till recently.( they know who they are) so updates ehh . um ok well usuallyhas been the same old shit new day except i went to my 1st hiv apointment on the 11th. i guess it went ok i had some kind of sore on my shoulder i thought may have been from a spider or something n swelled up they also looked that that and decided to lance it ,,, looks pretty sick . they set up a bunch of apointments all in one day which was pretty nice since it was a 10 hour drive to it , traveling sucks sometimes , has its ups and downs . were in corpus christie texas 🙂 which is alot better then kansas its suppose to be in the low n mid 70s starting tomarrow woot woot! sorry side tracked there for a min i guess i was going into the apointments.. they took alot of blood tests i guess so they can figure out what meds to use seems like alot of different kinds and many combos of them.. oh well… but then they had me talk to a shrink when i was there .. seems to them i am disassociated.. which didnt bother me untill this morning when i got nosey and had to google what they ment by that ( here to save someone time – unless im the only clueless one lol which wouldnt suprise me) ~~Dissociation- Dissociation is a psychological term used to describe a mental departure from reality… then i got real confused for a min.. because i dont know where they puled that from .. then i just had to laugh it off cause wtf would they know its not like i went into a deep convo about anything other then the hiv and bullshit realated to that.. i guess they want me to throw a big fit about some shit i cant control or change ..who knows ..oh and i ginally got some green connection around here i guess thats why i cant stay on one topic LOL and more relaxed.. oh well talk to you all again soon xoxox stay safe
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no local support? 10 hrs is a long drive. wow.
question: i am hearing a lot about the green helping with pain, does it?
kansas-living-wolfette 🙂