For the last year I have been going through different waves of depression! And I am currently at a point that I am not willing to sit in my depression anymore. Through the past year I have also come to grips with the fact that I have anxiety problems as well. I am currently tackling several "issues" at one time.


1. My mother is currently recovering for a 1 worth of illnesses


2. Going to school full time


3. Working full time


4. Handling my boyfriend moving to NYC (this is the hardest one to deal with)

I slip in and out of depression moods throughout the day. This is the first time I have ever experienced different moods to this extreme in one day and it take alot of energy out of me. I also wake up tired every single day. I feel like a blanket of heaviness is on me and I miss being the old me. I know the relationships I have for me family, friends and boyfriend are directly affected. I am a Christian as well and I know that the relationships I have with God has changed as well.


But today I am going to try to make it better. At the moment I do not know how but I am going to learn how to totally submit to God because I know that is the first step.


Several times a wk I am going to update my blog as well as write about things I am trying that may help or do not help with this process.


1 Comment
  1. denay 11 years ago

    Thank you for all the support and plep001 hang in there becaues I believe it not really about God getting us out of this \”experience\” but learning to work in the space that you are in. I believe the objective is to completely submit to him EVERYTHING, work to keep your spirit tank full and learn in what capacity you can help others in the space that you are in.

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