So have been trying to get into acting for a while and this entire time I have had one dream job in mind. I had always hoped that someone would make my favorite book series into a movie because I really understand the character on a personal level and know I would be a great fit for the part. (The book series is Keeper of the Lost Cities by the way) Well, today it was announced that Disney will be making that movie and they haven’t started casting or anything but people are talking about the possibility of really famous actors getting the parts and nobody knows who I am and I feel like I’m just watching everything I’ve ever wanted becoming impossible and I don’t know what to do and now I’m having a huge anxiety attack because I’ve wanted this opportunity for years and now it’s right in front of my face and I have basically zero chance at getting it so I really have no idea what to do and am really freaking out right now.