I dont know what to do anymore. im so busy tyring to keep everyone happy trying to please everyone. im tired, im stressed, im scared. i feel like im falling. i feel like im everyones problem. I gotta live up to sumthing i dont wanna be. im so stressed out to the point where im throwing up, i cant sleep, and im resless. i want to go back to the drugs, drinking, smoking shit and not giving a fuck. i feel trapped. cutting doesnt even work anymore i cant feel it. i cant cry. im constantly on edge. ive gone manic almost everyday. even with my best friends i still think about suicide. the voices, the hallucinations, the episodes. its all too much its getting to the point where i cant control it and i cant hide it. im to the point where i cant bounce back from anymore. im killing me slowly and painfully.
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So tired of being sick and tired…
wantingtorunaway, , Depression, 1
I just realized I'm doing a lot of this lately, to actually use like a journal. I guess that's...
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Self intro that I forgot to post-
Aradia, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, Teens, Anxiety, Child, Depression, PTSD, Relationships, Social Anxiety, 0
Hi. I’m Aradia. I’m a 16 year old Wiccan who is in the dcs system. I have social anxiety,...
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Alone
MForeverChained, , Depression, Career, Child, Depression, Parenting, Relationships, 0
So I'm sitting here on the couch, feeling more lonelier than ever. You want to know why this is...
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Wonderful Creation
Blum, , Uncategorized, Medication, 0
I would wake up early in the morning immediately after the sun breaks the clouds, just to look myself...
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I hate you, I fucking hate you.
Ghostgirl, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Grief, Relationships, 0
Here we go again, it's 2:30 and I'm awake, pissed off, and torn between yelling and bawling my eyes...
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Downward Spiral
SilentMassacre, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Relationships, Stress, Therapy, 1
I'm going to type in purple to create the illusion that this will be a somewhat positive entry. Doubt...
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A Little Teste…er Testy
xillah, , Depression, Anger, Child, Depression, 0
This past week has been really rough. The Rabid Ferret seems to be on an extended visit. Working retail...
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Goals, goals, goals…
Starpixie831, , Depression, Anxiety, Parenting, 0
So the more I think of it – the more I realize I really need to set some goals...
Hey i actually cried reading this as i feel exactly the same:/ i know its a stretch and i don’t know if you want to speak to anyone but i am here if you ever want to speak! please don’t feel alone as i feel the same and i’m realizing now i’m not! please talk to me if you need to xx