I dont know what to do anymore. im so busy tyring to keep everyone happy trying to please everyone. im tired, im stressed, im scared. i feel like im falling. i feel like im everyones problem. I gotta live up to sumthing i dont wanna be. im so stressed out to the point where im throwing up, i cant sleep, and im resless. i want to go back to the drugs, drinking, smoking shit and not giving a fuck. i feel trapped. cutting doesnt even work anymore i cant feel it. i cant cry. im constantly on edge. ive gone manic almost everyday. even with my best friends i still think about suicide. the voices, the hallucinations, the episodes. its all too much its getting to the point where i cant control it and i cant hide it. im to the point where i cant bounce back from anymore. im killing me slowly and painfully.
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I feel so alone and defeated
cleverusernamed, , Depression, Suicide, 0
So someone from the suicide hotline recommended me to this place so I’m going to try it out. So...
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The Truth and Helpful Tips
Lacey7, , Uncategorized, Anxiety, Career, 0
When people show you who they are, believe them 2. Shake your clothes before hanging them on...
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I don''t understand
NikkiMarie, , Depression, Grief, 1
Sometimes blogs help me feel better, sometimes they don’t . I hope this one will just help me to...
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No wondar i have problems
Purpleclouds, , Depression, Child, 0
no wondar i am soo messed up. my family has done so much to me that i have always...
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Unknown
deidrexx, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Stress, Weight Loss, 0
I don't know what's going on in my life. I went to the bank and I had no money...
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Worthless
LonelyFemaleForever, , Depression, Addiction, Anger, Anxiety, Grief, Medication, Questions, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, 0
Ive been sick. Havent been taking care of myself or house.Just my cat who is like a daughter. Last...
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Can someone tell me please
flowermantis, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Career, Depression, 0
Im curious about something and would like it if people from different parts of the world could tell me...
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Minuette and the prospect of future children…
thebadkitty, , Depression, Child, Depression, Grief, Relationships, 1
This seemed to warrant it’s own separate entry: As I said, I have been depressed in gerneral, lately. It’s...
Hey i actually cried reading this as i feel exactly the same:/ i know its a stretch and i don’t know if you want to speak to anyone but i am here if you ever want to speak! please don’t feel alone as i feel the same and i’m realizing now i’m not! please talk to me if you need to xx