Where I usually think about school and what I'm going to do with my time. Since I won't be thinking about going back to high school (I went back twice) and I still need to actually get my GED. I'm sure I'll pass easily its just I've been lazy actually taking the tests. There's 5 of them! Jesus, why can't there just be one?

I'll only be taking an online class and with my computer that has  no sound and only displays 16 colors….it would be impossible. I have a trust fund that should be paying for a new computer for me, but they're being stubborn. If worst comes to worst I'll send them a scolding letter with many beligerent remarks for sure.

Saturday morning league starts on the first at the bowling alley. I thought it was the 9th, but I guess I was wrong. I went there today for the first time in a while and they're looking for a dishwasher and a waitress…I could never be a waitress, but maybe a dishwasher. They usually give jobs at the alley to the kids that bowl so I'd probably get the job. It seems like one of those times I could muster up some courage and get the job or sink down and just stay where I am in life…which is nowhere!

I'm really feeling like I want a car. Problem is, I have no friends, nowhere to go and I'd be scared to go anywhere even if I did. I just want to go to the mall and hang out with friends…I hate the mall! Whats going on with me?  Getting a license is the only thing stopping me from getting a car. You need so many forms if you're over 18 showing who you are and they're hard to get forms.

I've finally kicked the habit of energy drinks. Went from 4 a day to cold turkey. Finally got fed up with the way they made me feel. It made a stressful moment 10x worse. There's a Red Bull thats been sitting in the fridge for a few days and I'm not touching it. Feels good to have a little self control. I have a horrible headache because of it though…