I can’t sleep, I can’t see, I can’t feel anything except pain Mentally and physically. Would any one care if I die? Would anyone notice if a died? Would anyone even remember me after am gone? No emotions, No family who cares, and No friends to lean on when I need them the most. 

I lost to much, My life and my people. My mind is at war and I can’t stop it. 

I’ve been dumped, I’ve been tortured, and I’ve been executed inside. 

I have no life line left to keep me down. I’ve lost my will to live.

I FUCKING CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE

i can’t do this

I have to much Fucking stuff happening, I can’t stop myself when I try again. 

I can’t win this Fucking war. 

Everone who cares is dead.

Am also cursed, cause if anyone gets to close they get hurt and it tortures me inside.

i can’t do this anymore.