I find it harder to get up more in more, most of the time I sleep the day away, trying to desperately look for a job something I have not been able to do in the past 3 years, I have had jobs in those 3 years however none of them have been stable. Most of the time I spend my day staring at nothing, I get books from the library and never read them, I have video games that go untouched.
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My story part 1
Nix, , Depression, Child, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 0
For the record, every instinct i possess is telling me not to do this, to spill my guts on...
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The story of Father
sadjac, , Depression, Anger, Child, Questions, Social Anxiety, Therapist, 0
Today my therapist brought up the topic of my father. I call him a father not a dad if...
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University, Why You Play Me Like This?
Dyspyr, , Depression, Stress, 1
I guess it kind of fits that I'm sitting here writing my first blog entry in class on my...
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Is it me?
Plopper, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Grief, Relationships, 0
Just wanted to air my feelings for my own sanity! I was born alone. I will die alone. I...
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A Little Better Today
thebadkitty, , Depression, Addiction, Child, Depression, 1
Dragged myself to party with Mags last night, so I wouldn’t be here, stewing. I had been marinating in...
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Pain
Le courage, , Depression, 0
Right now, I am doing nothing. I have headaches 24/7. So I try to read, I can\’t, walk my...
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I don't understand why I feel this way.
Ghostgirl, , Depression, Depression, Relationships, 1
Sometimes I completely baffle myself. My thoughts and feelings are, at times, so random that I don't even understand...
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Crazy days
sadjac, , Depression, Career, Questions, 0
Well what a crazy few days! I wasn’t able to get online last night due to an issue with...
God I have been in the same boat as you have before. It blows. It's very hard, but you have got to keep trying. Push yourself
Once you do it you will be so proud of yourself! AND you'll never have to speak to those people again! Shortly after I moved out I cut my family out of my life and good riddance too!!
Thanks. Part of me thinks that it is my fault and I deserve this because I am as old as I am. I feel like I have no right to complain or do anything to to try to change this situation. I personally feel that they think they are exempt of being terrible parents because they waited it out.