i listen to people all the time just so they can be ok cuz i do not want people to feel the same way i do i want the people i care about and love to be happy and i will do anything for that to happen ever if i can’t be happy but why can’t one person just listen to me why can’t just one of my friends just stop and take the time to listen to me i guess it’s my flout  cuz i have never stopped to think about myself  all i do is fake a smile all the time so people would not have to worry about me and now no one wants to listens to me i’m so fucked up and i hate it