Sometimes I wish I never existed. Wish I was much stronger. I began having anxiety attacks 2 years back. Have felt suicidal since then. I feel weak most days. I pretend I’m having a good life in front of my colleagues and friends but I know I’m not. Even my family doesn’t know I’m suffering. Finding it hard to talk to my boyfriend.
I just I need help. I feel as though I’m drowning in the deep end!