Sometimes I wish I never existed. Wish I was much stronger. I began having anxiety attacks 2 years back. Have felt suicidal since then. I feel weak most days. I pretend I’m having a good life in front of my colleagues and friends but I know I’m not. Even my family doesn’t know I’m suffering. Finding it hard to talk to my boyfriend.

I just I need help. I feel as though I’m drowning in the deep end!

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  1. jayce 2 years ago

    why is it hard to talk to your boyfriend?

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      abijay 2 years ago

      I’ve tried to talk to him several times, but I just feel taken back when he says im over thinking. He’s right but sometimes I wish he listens to me rather than judge me

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      • jayce 2 years ago

        yea thats not great, people are allowed to overthink sometimes, were only human. do you know what started your anxiety?

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          abijay 2 years ago

          It started when my best friend and I started drifting away. She was always there for me. I used to go to her for everything but we are not close anymore.

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          • jayce 2 years ago

            thats sad, did something happen between you two? or just grew apart? do you think you could talk to her still?

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    abijay 2 years ago

    We do talk when we meet at random social meetings. But it’s more of a hi and a bye. Every time we’ve tried talking weve ended up argueing

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  3. krispysurfer 2 years ago

    Hey I believe in medication though I have ADHD the meds really put me together. I know panic anxiety sucks I say medicate and get around cool people

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