I am in a relationship with a older lady, no one in my family or friendship circle knows about us, we started as great friends, then best friends, and now I guess I can say lovers.

Shes seperated from her husband for a few years, has two grown independent Sons, we have been together for a year, and has moved into my home.

One would think a bed of roses, however I live with my mother whom I care for. My girlfriend has her own room, and I my own, but my mother is home 24/7.

We have managaed to go out and do things together, shopping, odd staycation away for a few days.

This keeping it on the low is for both our protection, but I am emotionally finding it hard.  I want to wake up beside her, curl up on the couch and watch tv etc. I love her so very much, am I wrong to feel this way?

Just a touch, a kiss whenever, to have to hide, its torture!