I feel like I’m stuck. Trapped in my own abyss of hatred and sadness. I keep myself company here since nobody will join me. Even if they wanted to join me, my barriers wouldn’t let them in. No matter how much I plead and cry for them to be quiet, the voices keep telling me things I’ve heard a million times over. I hate this.
I’m stuck here in class, I feel like everybody is staring at me. The principle is talking about a kid that died, and other people responded with disgusting comments. I just want the day to end, I want my friends to be home with me. I keep twitching, my foot is asleep and it hurts, and I feel like absolute crap. I hate this, but I can’t do anything about it.
Anyway, I hope things turn out well, and that my day doesn’t turn out horrible. I hope you guys are doing alright, and that you are all okay. Just remember: it’s okay to not be okay.